Hey, it's Will from Kentucky. I'm very, very sorry to hear this. It's never an easy thing to wrap your head around. My nephew was young when the same thing happened. It's still with me, but in a happier light now. Takes time to get over the confusion and hurt. I would love to chat with you sometime, about anything. Hope you are well as you can be. *hugs* Comment on my LJ, so we can reconnect.